Psychiatric History
This study examines the case of P., an Italian woman born in 1962 with a long history of mental disorder. At the time of writing, she was undergoing treatment at the “Adele Bonolis—Fraternal Assistance Foundation” (AS.FRA.), a residential care center for patients with mental disorders. The Foundation considers religion to be important, and its mission specifies that its work is inspired by the principles of Christian charity. This study focusses on the development of P.’s illness from when she entered AS.FRA.’s intensive care unit in 2018 till 2021.
P.’s father died when she was 18 years old and it is probable that this event was the catalyst for her depression. She was first hospitalized in 1999 at the age of 37 following several panic attacks and was diagnosed as having an “unspecified neurotic disorder.” She was in psychoanalysis from 2002 to 2005, but her symptoms became more evidently psychotic. In 2006, she was finally diagnosed as BD–I with mood-congruent psychotic features and several medical comorbidities: hypothyroidism secondary to psychotropic drugs in replacement therapy, schwannoma, macular dystrophy, mammary dysplasia, uterine myomas, constipation. Other hospitalizations followed and in 2015 she was admitted to three different rehabilitative facilities and was described as anhedonic, asthenic, apathic, with obsessive, delusional thoughts, and auditory hallucinations. She attempted suicide and was compulsorily hospitalized. In 2017, she suffered a period of dysphoria, impulsiveness, and disinhibition, after which she stabilized into depression. In 2018, she entered a high assistance rehabilitation program in AS.FRA.
P. is well educated, having obtained a degree in architecture, but she has never been employed and has a full disability pension. She was married for 4 years but she separated from her husband in 2000 and is now divorced. She has two older sisters.
Rehabilitation Program
During her first clinical assessment at the beginning of March 2018, P. defined herself as a bipolar patient, indicating that she has identified with the disorder. She was oriented, collaborative, had taken care with her appearance and her mood was balanced; she was talkative, coherent, and understandable, and her thoughts were correct in form and content.
A support program was designed, encouraging her to consider an autonomous future in her own home; however, she was worried about her ability to function mentally, about her finances and living alone. During this period, she participated in many of the activities offered by AS.FRA such as theater, ceramics, sewing, but was unable to overcome the financial concerns and fears of being left alone. She showed good introspective abilities (probably due to her previous experience with psychoanalysis) and transference. She asked for the dosage of the psychotropic drugs she was taking to be reduced, because “she felt fine.” During the first period of the treatment, the psychiatrist acquiesced, gradually reducing and finally eliminating the dosage of Amisulpride. However, she was not able to overcome her fears and asked to remain in the Community as long as possible.
During the second semester, her condition deteriorated: at the end of September 2018, she showed symptoms of reference exacerbated by anxiety; this occurred particularly after she had spent time in her home. She felt confused, as evidenced by the statement, “I hear voices: ‘why are you cleaning your teeth?’ but it could be a mother saying it to her child in the apartment next door,” but she was also proactive, planning to renew her driving license and get a car. In this period, she attended the AS.FRA. Foundation theater group, taking a leading role in “Hamlet,” which indicated an increase in her self-confidence, but by the end of October 2018, she was dysphoric and reported disrupted sleep, claiming to feel rested after only three hours sleep. When her relatives visited, she was more talkative than usual and demonstrated persecutory behavior; her thoughts were tangential and disorganized. At the end of this semester, her YMRS score had increased to 37, indicative of moderate mania. The following utterances are indicative of her state at the time: “I am a Zen monk” (this is in line with Ouwehand et al.’s (
2017) comment that persons with BD may have religious psychotic symptoms in the manic phase, “What you call a manic phase is a necessary state of being for me,” “I hear my relatives’ voices, but maybe they are only in my thoughts.” Her medication was adjusted, with Quetiapine being titrated up to 800 mg/day, Lithium Carbonate up to 1200 mg/day, and Amisulpride was reintroduced up to 200 mg/day.
In January 2019, she recovered from the manic phase and her mood became more stable with some depressive features. Her treatment was adjusted, downgrading Quetiapine to 600 mg/day and Amisulpride to 150 mg/day. She spent Easter in “Vangelo e Zen” (“Gospel and Zen”) an inter-religious community founded by a Xaverian missionary and a Zen Soto monk who have combined Christian principles, rituals, and tradition with those of Buddhism in a constant dialog. She participated actively in this community and became close to its leaders, because she felt “embraced by a father” and drew spiritual nourishment and peace from the meditation. Commenting on the possibility of going back home, she said: “I don’t want to, because there are Christians and not Buddhists in the household,” which indicates that, in line also with Jackson et al.’s findings, she was having difficulty in integrating her R/S experiences in a condition of psychic stability. Her treatment was adjusted again, substituting Lithium Carbonate with Lithium Sulfate, 83 mg, 2 + ½ tabs, for a more balanced distribution. She was given regular ECGs and her Lithium dosages were normal. She seemed to lose interest in the idea of renting the house, mainly because she was fond of it and had good memories; finally, in May 2019, for the first time, she said she was contemplating the idea of going back home. On her evaluation at the end of the first semester of 2019, she scored 0 on YMRS, indicative of remission, and her score on MADRS had increased to 21, indicative of moderate depression. However, she participated in various cultural projects such as a vacation in Trieste, which reassured the clinician that the risk she would attempt suicide was manageable. In this period, she recalled her previous relationships and her uninhibited rapport with her own body; this caused her to feel a sense of guilt so she turned to religion for forgiveness, maintaining that spirituality had always been present in her life and had offered strong support during her illness. When hospitalized, she went to the chapel to say the rosary and participate in the functions, while at AS.FRA. she helped the chaplain prepare for Mass and she did the readings. She remembered feeling disturbed by the Eucharist transubstantiation during her manic and psychotic phases. At that point in 2019 however, her Christian spirituality was characterized by a mood of quiet depression; she saw sin as something overwhelming, like a mystic. Nevertheless, she reported being very close to God, to Jesus Christ and his mother Mary, and considered her rehab program to be “the atonement for my sins.” On the 2019s semester test evaluation, the YMRS score was again indicative of remission and at 14 the MADRS was indicative of mild depression.
During her first psychiatric visit in 2020, she was melancholic, saying that “winter makes me depressed.” She imagined a future of sadness in her house, foreseeing deprivations, “I will live in the cold.” However, she also expressed a different perspective, imagining a future of hope, linking it to a spiritual dimension, “If I will be poor in spirit, I will join Christ.” For the first time during a psychiatric session, she explained clearly how the spiritual dimension and the Catholic faith helped her look to the future with hope. Her psychiatric history and future projects found meaning in a common ground of sacrifice and resurrection, the experience of Christ. At the end of the first semester 2020, her YMRS value was 0 once again, and MADRS was 12, indicative of mild depression. During the psychiatric visits in August 2020 and later, her moods were balanced and she was receptive to the future. She spoke about her religious sensitivity, as a search for meaning in her life, a search for a plan given by God, even if she felt “on the melancholic side,” perceiving “a hole in reality” and on the second semester 2020 test evaluation, her YMRS score continued to be 0, and the MADRS rating had decreased to 7, indicative of very mild depression.
At the beginning of 2021, a specific psychological pathway was added to the weekly psychiatric sessions to support her decision to go home, and to work on the steps needed to achieve this goal. At this point, P. focused her thoughts on her home and the relationships she had had during her manic phases, comparing them to the actual situation in which she felt “lifeless,” but at the same time was engaged in relationships “in a platonic way.” She was happy to continue to be a member of the group of patients involved in the organization of the weekly Mass with the chaplain. She felt sustained by the priest because he assigned her responsibilities and, like the priests in the Gospel and Zen community, he represented “a father figure.” She said she felt anxious and thoughtful before the Mass, then “during the Mass something happens, the Eucharist, and I feel better.”
On June 22, 2021, it was decided that P. should start spending short periods (3-night stays) at home during the summer. After these “breaks from the institution,” she reported feeling good, because she was looking after her house and she had her own time and space. Some friends were helping her with the housework; she said she felt “fulfilled.”
To summarize, on the first semester evaluation in 2018, when she was in a stable clinical phase, she scored 46 on the ISEL set, but on the next assessment, when she was in a manic phase, she scored 61, indicating that the perceived social support could have been higher, but the data were probably affected by the instability of her moods. At the end of 2019, when she was depressed after the manic phase but had had pleasant experiences, she scored 49 on the ISEL. By 2020, her clinical condition had stabilized and at the end of the year her ISEL evaluation was 63, indicating that her perception of the support she was receiving was much improved. On the last evaluation in June 2021, her overall ISEL score was 77, as her scores had considerably increased compared with her ratings on the first semester 2018 (see Table
1 below).
Table 1
Test results—1 semester 2018 to 1 semester 2021
YMRS | 18 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 |
MADRS | 8 | 6 | 21 | 14 | 7 | 7 |
ISEL (Moretti et al., 2011) | 46 | 61 | | 49 | 63 | 77 |
Appraisal Support subscale | 16 | 23 | | 12 | 18 | 23 |
Tangible Support su bscale | 11 | 12 | | 13 | 15 | 17 |
Self Esteem Subsacle | 7 | 10 | | 10 | 14 | 19 |
Belonging Support Subscale | 12 | 16 | | 14 | 16 | 18 |
Durel (Koenig & Bussing, 2010 | 19 | 17 | | 21 | 25 | 22 |
ORA (Koenig & Bussing, 2010) | 5 | 5 | | 6 | 6 | 5 |
NORA | 2 | 2 | | 2 | 6 | 5 |
IR | 12 | | | | | 12 |
WHO-QOL | 48.4 | | | | | 56.4 |
1. Physical Health | 12 | | | | | 13.2 |
2. Psychological Health | 12.8 | | | | | 14.8 |
3. Social Relationships | 12 | | | | | 14.8 |
4. Environment | 11.6 | | | | | 13.6 |