Reasons to Disclose or Not Disclose
Among REACH participants, reasons for disclosing or not disclosing product use or study participation varied depending on the product and the influencer. Participants decided to disclose to the influencers they perceived to be supportive. They reported disclosing the pills more often than the ring because they believed the pills would be associated with antiretroviral (ARVs) if people were unaware of the pills’ purpose or that pills were familiar to influencers. Others felt that non-disclosure was not an option as the pills could be easily seen when one was taking them, while other felt influencers were familiar with pills and therefore would not have negative reactions. As one participant expressed: “They know about the pills because I was not going to be able to hide them at home while we stayed together.” [Age 18, Cape Town, FGD] Additionally, two participants disclosed to their friends because they needed a place to store their pills since they had not disclosed to family members: “Yaa, sometimes friends provide help…If I share a problem with them, they can advise me on what to do…For example, the issue of pills…I keep my pills at my friend’s home…I feared that I might have a challenge at home.” [Age 18, Spilhaus, IDI] Some participants who chose to disclose ring use believed that influencers would be more receptive towards it than pills because it was a new product, that the ring would not be associated with ARVs, or in case of partners, that it could be felt during sex. Some participants felt that if partners felt the ring during sex, they would think participants are bewitching them, and therefore, disclosing ahead of time would eliminate this potential problem.
Some motivations to disclose were not product specific. Some participants disclosed to their friends so that they too, could benefit from participating in the study (including using the ring and pills and receiving counseling and routine health checks). Community-based study recruitment activities also meant that various key influencers were already aware of REACH and its purpose; so, participants did not need to provide details when they disclosed either product, making it easier to do so. Participants often found it easier to disclose products to their family members if families were familiar with HIV prevention or treatment and in rare cases, if some family members were involved in other HIV prevention studies. Other reasons for disclosure to family included family members being the ones to encourage participants to take part in REACH or at least one family member being aware of their participation because they signed the guardian consent for participants below 18. One participant shared that her aunt knew about her product use because she signed the consent form, but her mother did not: “She [mother] is not easy, at least the other mother [aunt] of mine who brought me here knows about it.” [Age 17, Kampala, IDI].
Common reasons for nondisclosure included fear of stigma, rumors, and discomfort related to having sexual health conversations. Participants also shared that disclosing study product use would lead to influencers assuming they were being “promiscuous” or involved in prostitution. One participant shared that if she disclosed her pill use, her mom would be upset and that “She will ask me if I want to start dating the whole village.“ [Age 19, Kampala, FGD] Participants also expressed discomfort disclosing product use to family members because it would mean informing them that they were sexually active. Most participants generally avoided disclosing to male family members as they viewed HIV prevention and product use to be a female issue and further mentioned that disclosing would lead to uncomfortable questions from male figures: “Just telling a father, it’s something heavy. He will think that ‘so you are having sex.’ That picture in mind that so this is what you are doing. I felt like it has that [effect] so that’s why I didn’t manage to tell him.” [Age 17, Spilhaus, FGD] The pills in particular were not disclosed because of their similarities to ARVs and belief that they would be associated with having HIV, similar to what was previous stated above as being a reason for disclosing.
Many participants felt confident in using the ring without disclosing to key influencers, except for male partners, because they perceived the ring to be more discreet than pills. A few participants avoided disclosing as a way to prevent partners from thinking they were being bewitched by the ring. Others, on the other hand, spoke of waiting to disclose until their partners felt the ring during sex as early disclosure might lead partners to complaining that the ring was disturbing them. Furthermore, some participants feared disclosure of products to partners would create mistrust in the relationship or would lead partners to stop using condoms: “I do not want to tell him because even if you tell him he will not agree. Even if you tell him that there is a drug that prevents HIV, they won’t agree they will say that you have HIV. When they see you on tablets, they will say that you have HIV, so for me I do not say it.” [Age 18, Kampala, FGD].
Moreover, a couple of participants felt it was a personal choice to protect their lives and therefore, no one else needed to know or be involved. Other reasons for nondisclosure among “other” groups included avoiding inciting potential harm such as rape: “The reason why I don’t want my community to know is because if something happens to me, since PrEP works to protect you from HIV, if I’m exposed, let’s say by someone who rapes me then I’m able to use it, so the fact that I don’t want people to know is that I think someone will come and…[take advantage].“ [Age 18, Johannesburg, FGD].
I. Circumstances of Involuntary Disclosure
Though rare, disclosure to key influencers was not always by choice because products were sometimes discovered inadvertently. Involuntary disclosure to family, friends, and “others” occurred most frequently with the pills when they were tangibly seen in bottles or while being taken. One participant described her involuntary disclosure to her mother: “Yes, she [mother] asked me; ‘I always see you swallowing tablets, what is your health problem? The tablets you swallow are always in a tin!” [Age 19, Kampala, IDI] Realizing the mother was worried about her health, the participant provided her mother the consent form and made sure to disclose her ring use when she had switched over. Involuntary disclosure to partners happened more often with the ring, when it was felt during sex: “My experience with the ring is very good, but there were this one day, my embarrassing moment, I was with my boyfriend, so he felt the ring…When we were having sex, he felt the ring and took it out and asked, ‘what is this?’…” [Age 19, Johannesburg, FGD] In rare cases, involuntary disclosure of study participation occurred to peers when participants were seen being picked up for their study visits by study staff or taking time off work to attend clinic visits. Participants in this sample decided it was better to disclose their study participation and product use instead of making up a different explanation.
Across influencers, many participants spoke of fully disclosing their study participation and the purpose of the study products. However, some participants reported partial disclosure, either by disclosing minimal information about the products but not their actual purpose, or by disclosing one product but not the other. As previously mentioned, pills were more often disclosed than the ring to all influencer groups except partners. Lastly, participants also based subsequent disclosure of the second product on how influencers reacted to their contraceptive use or first product use: “I can’t tell him [about her pill use] he may refuse me so that I fail to participate yet I would like to complete my targeted time period and when I told him about family planning use, he wasn’t happy about it, he said “why are you using it?” [Age 18, Kampala, IDI].
Other participants only disclosed their study participation, but not the actual purpose of the study or that they were using products: “Even me, the person who knew was my mom and my grandmother and my uncles they only know that I am going to the clinic but to do what they don’t know.” [Age 17, Johannesburg, FGD] Others gave alternative explanations about the study, including the clinic teaching girls’ crafts, education sessions to teach girls about how to protect their health, or a presidential initiative to assess their health status: “I had not told my mum about the tablets… I just said to her that I’m in school… I then said, “It’s a school which invites girls once every month to teach them about health and self-protection.” [Age 18, Spilhaus, IDI].
Reactions to Disclosure
Typically, influencers were happy that there were products to protect women from acquiring HIV. Influencers praised participants for taking the initiative to protect themselves. One participant described her supportive disclosure experience with her partner: “So he [partner] said “okay, it is fine. I do not have a problem with it. You are preventing yourself, so I do not have a problem with you protecting yourself. There is no problem.” [Age 20, Cape Town, IDI] Peers, in particular, appreciated that the products could protect the participants during situations of possible HIV exposure, for example, if the participants were engaging in sex while drunk, or did not know her partner’s HIV status. Peers also encouraged participants to use condoms in conjunction with study products as the products did not prevent other STIs.
However, some reactions were more negative, for the same reasons anticipated by those who chose not to disclose. In general, pills more often had negative reactions due to their common association with HIV. One participant said: “They [cousin] were saying these pills are the same size as the one taken by the people who are HIV positive.” [Age 21, Cape Town, FGD]. A minority of unsupportive influencers did not believe that daily oral pills and ring existed. Others expressed a general distrust in research claiming that participants were being used as “guinea pigs.” On a few occasions, influencers also believed participants were involved in satanism or that products would cause adverse effects later in life, such as infertility or cancer. Some partners immediately opposed participant’s use, as they either assumed that the products were contraceptives or that participants were being “promiscuous”. In these cases, product use amplified relationship issues that were already present prior to product use and in one rare occasion led to a participant being physically assaulted by her partner as he assumed the ring was the cause of her infertility. This participant, like many others, had not disclosed to their partner that to participate in the study, she was required to use a long-acting modern contraceptive (which was separate from the pills and ring).
Among peers, mainly classmates, negative reactions were often related to study procedures rather than the study products themselves. In particular, peers feared the blood draws and often thought participants were selling their blood. Lastly, there was a case where a participant started getting approached by men asking her whether she was giving out sex since she was now protected from acquiring HIV: “… the male adults in the neighborhood they start approaching you like you are offering free sex coz ‘you are protected 100%’. People started approaching me that I never thought would approach me [saying] ’I heard that you are protecting yourself’ like I’m giving out free sex.” [Age 18, Johannesburg, FGD].
II. How Participants Dealt with Initial Opposition or Garnered Support
To clear up misunderstanding from key influencers, some participants provided the consent form that explained the study and study products. Others called upon study staff to clear up misunderstandings. These approaches of involving study staff or using consent forms successfully garnered acceptance in most cases, even among partners that discovered the ring during sex. A participant, who is quoted earlier describing this type of involuntary disclosure, describes how she responded: “…so I had to explain, give him information about what the ring is about it was just a long, long day. But as time went, I brought him the pamphlet from the study, he understood.” [Age 19, Johannesburg, FGD] A couple of participants also spoke of having aunts or partners who explained the study products to other family members, in most cases mothers. There were also reports of supportive mothers stepping in to address misunderstandings pertaining to the products from partners or community members. However, participants also shared their frustrations in trying to explain the purpose of the study to their influencers: “She [friend] said I’m doing it so that I become promiscuous that’s why I’m protecting myself. I told her no, it’s not all about that, it’s all about my safety, and she went on to say she’d never do it because it messes up your womb and you won’t be able to have children and causes changes in the body.” [Age 17, Johannesburg, FGD].
III. Disclosure Outcomes
Ultimately, disclosure typically led key influencers to support product use through reminders and encouragement. Reminders were reported more frequently with the pills than the ring and included reminding participants to take the pills daily or not to remove the ring, sending WhatsApp messages to remind participants when it was time to take their medication, and sometimes giving reminders when it was time for their clinic visits. One participant from Zimbabwe spoke of her partner bringing her the pills if she had not taken them or had forgotten. In some cases, family members or partners provided transportation for participants. In others, family members timed their own medication to align with the participants’ as a kind of support system to remind each other. One participant shared her experience with receiving support from her peers: “They were happy for me when I was taking, and they would support me and they would ask, ‘[Rose] have you taken your pills?” [Age 17, Spilhaus, IDI].
Positive reactions from key influencers also allowed participants to share challenges (e.g., side effects) and strategize ways to cope with them. A mother, for example, encouraged a participant to buy pads and pantry liners to adjust to excessive vaginal discharge due to ring use. This participant shared, “When I developed that rash, I also told her [mother], and she advised that I phone the staff here. And she is familiar to this [research experience] because she is participating in another study.” [Age 17, Spilhaus, IDI]. Another participant shared how her partner encouraged her to adhere to the ring despite some side effects. She said, “When I explained to him about the vaginal ring, he encouraged me to be strong and use it. Because, when I smelt the bad odor, I thought he hadn’t smelt it but later he told me …’there is some bad odor’ and I explained to him and he said that ‘Okay, since it is protecting your health then it is okay.” [ Age 17, Kampala, IDI].
Participants who were criticized learned ways to adhere to their product despite opposition. Some participants described fighting back against partners who opposed their product use or their choice of products in period 3, and a few even opted to end their relationships: “he got angry, and I told him that even if he gets angry, it’s for my own safety. He was angry for 3 months but eventually came back.” [Age 21, Johannesburg, FGD] Others removed the ring before sex, or attended clinic visits while partners were away from home. Some ring users who had not disclosed also spoke of changing sex positions (e.g., not wanting to be touched in the vagina), while pill users either took their pills before visiting their partners, or away from their partner if they happened to reside together.
Additionally, some participants hid their pills at their mother’s or peers if they had not disclosed to family members or partners. Some participants were left feeling sad and unsupported upon disclosure: “My friends as well, I told them about the REACH program and the only thing they could think of is “oh [Muncie]!” [many people outside of [Muncie] consider it as an unsafe place to go to] you know. It was very disheartening because it’s like okay I can support you in your stuff, but you can’t support something that will benefit you as well. It’s quite shocking and sad actually.” [Age 19, Johannesburg, IDI] Others however, indicated they were not affected by negative reactions: “I’m not concerned what the community was saying because if you want to know the truth come to me so I can explain these are not ARVs, but PrEP and PrEP is for this and that.“ [Age 20, Johannesburg, IDI] In all cases, participants described persisting despite opposition; none reported stopping product use due to influencers’ attitudes or actions.