Background
Methods
Study-design
Inclusion and exclusion
Inclusion was possible if the patient: 1) was either officially diagnosed with the DSM-V classification severe ‘substance use disorder’ or informally assessed as such. A patient could either be still an active user, recently quit or in remission of alcohol, cannabis, cocaine, opioids (including heroin), sedatives and/or gamma-hydroxybutyric acid (GHB); 2) had a serious non-reversible, life-threatening somatic disease or was suffering from progressive, severe physical deterioration as a result of active addictive behaviour without the prospect of cure; 3) was 18 years or older; 4) had mastered Dutch in such way that it allowed him/her to participate in an interview; 5) was cognitively capable enough to answer interview questions (due to SUD, many patients are cognitively damaged); 6) understood what the study meant for him/her. Furthermore, the recruiting professional caregiver: 7) had to answer the following question with ‘no’: “would it surprise you if this patient would die within five years?” [43]; 8) had explicitly communicated with the patient about the fact that (s) he was not going to be cured and now reached a palliative phase. |
Data-collection
Main topics | Subtopics | |
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* Proxies answered the questions from topic 1 till 4 about the patient’s situation. | ||
1. Needs and experiences in professional healthcare | a. Care network b. Organization of care c. Communication with HCPs | Impact of SUD Attention by HCPs |
2. Physical well-being and needs | a. Pain (control) b. Symptom (burden) | |
3. Social well-being and needs | a. Social network/isolation b. Communication with others | |
4. Psychological and existential well-being and needs | a. Life values b. Sources of strength c. Future d. Place of death | |
5. Proxy experiences | a. Contact between HCPs and proxy b. Care for proxy c. Involvement in planning and decision-making d. Psychological and existential needs |
Data-analysis
Results
Patient and proxy characteristics
Patients | |
G-01 | Diagnosed with COPD, epilepsy and arthrosis. Also G-01 had pain, and anxiety about dying. G-01 had few family connections and lost all friends. For the patient’s social life, the staff was important. The patient’s brother and spouse brought visits. G-01’s regretted how G-01 treated the spouse. Now that pain medication was effective, using cannabis became unnecessary. G-01 also used cocaine for five years, but regretted this. G-01 finished elementary school and had been homeless for three years. This interview lasted one hour and 25 min. |
G-02 | Diagnosed with COPD, cirrhosis of the liver and chronic hepatitis C. Also G-02 was suffering from cachexia, OCD and pain. G-02 was single and reunited with the own children. This patient was on friendly terms with co-patients. G-02 was still dependent on Methadone and used high doses of pain medication. This patient stated to be “addicted to addictions” and to had “used everything” in the past. G-02 finished extended primary education and mentioned a criminal history. Two interviews of 1,5 h were held. |
G-03 | G-03 had COPD and visited kidney dialysis. Also G-03 suffered from pain and sleeping and stress disorders. This patient was single and in touch with siblings, however, kept them on distance. G-02 stated to need sedatives as co-patients are found to be very annoying. Also G-03 still used much pain medication. This patient used to drink alcohol “as a habit”. Nowadays, G-03 would not state to be an addict, although thought this was actually the case. G-03 finished higher education. Two interviews of 1,5 h approximately were held. |
G-04 | This patient is diagnosed with COPD and scared of suffocation. G-04 was single and lost many friends, since disease, however was still in touch with the own mother. G-04 was on Methadone and still used weed every other day. G-04 used heroin to switch off mental pain, however, this was not needed anymore. Furthermore, this patient tried coke and LSD. G-04 did not think to be addicted anymore. This respondent finished extended primary education and had been homeless for ten years. Interviewing lasted 70 min. |
G-05 | Diagnosed with COPD, heart failure and bipolar disorder. Also G-05 had anemia and arthrosis. G-05 spent much of the time laying on bed, being in pain. This patient was divorced, but was in touch again with children and sister. Currently G-05 used painkillers and sedatives on which G-05 stated to be addicted out of necessity. In the past, G-05 used cocaine and cannabis and was “heavily addicted”. G-05 finished extended primary education and had been homeless for ten years. The interview lasted 28 min. |
G-06 | Diagnosed with COPD, chronic hepatitis C, chronic aspergilloma and underweight. This patient is single and barely had friends or family, but was well acquainted with people from the local pub. G-06 still used alcohol and Methadone and, few times a month, cocaine. In the past G-06 used heroine and many other substances. G-06 was not ashamed to still being addicted. G-06 finished extended primary education, was homeless for ten years and stated to had been in trouble with the law a few times. The interview lasted 63 min. |
G-07 | G-07 had COPD and cirrhosis of the liver. G-07 lay in bed most of the time. This patient had psychological problems, but no official diagnosis. G-07 was single and had no social network, except for a mentor. Nowadays, G-07 still used cannabis, hash and beer and stated to “never get rid” of this. Previously, G-07 also used heroin and opiates. This patient finished extended primary education. The interview was impeded and lasted only 35 min as G-07 only just met the inclusion criteria: talking was unclear as there appeared to be cognitive damage. |
G-08 | G-08 had COPD and was undernourished and in pain. Furthermore, G-08 was restless, sad, anxious and stated to hear voices. G-08 regretted to have moved to the current place. G-08 was single and had one befriended co-patient and one son, but they did not see each other much. In the past, G-08 used opiates and recently quit using alcohol. This patient stated to be still addicted to medication. G-08 finished extended primary education. This interview took 35 min. |
G-09 | This respondent was diagnosed with cirrhosis of the liver and was in much emotional pain about the past. G-09 was married and in touch with some of the foster and grandchildren. For them, G-09 wanted to stop using alcohol. G-09 stated to be still addicted. This patient finished higher education. This interview lasted over hundred minutes. |
Proxies | |
H-01 H-02 | These proxies were a child and a patient’s ex-partner. The patient could not be interviewed as a result of being cognitively and verbally disabled by Korsakov. The patient was admitted to a nursing home and was suffering from cancer of the throat with metastases. Furthermore, the patient seemed to be emotionally down, and, as tremors were worsening, seemed to be in pain. Also the patient was increasingly short of breath and needed much bed rest. The patient’s social life was limited. The patient used much alcohol, but, nowadays stopped drinking. The proxies would not call the patient addicted anymore. The proxies provided practical and emotional support. Despite having a complex history with the parent, H-02 found peace. The ex-partner, H-01, was more emotional distant. The interview lasted over hundred minutes. |
H-03 | This proxy was in emotional pain and needed to learn how to cope with the past experiences with the patient (H-03’s spouse) and how to redesign their relation. The spouse, now, finally expressed regrets of neglecting and abusing H-03. This respondent wanted to tell “the other side of the story” and stated to need to talk and ventilate. The interview lasted 143 min. |
Healthcare delivery
Theme and codes | Exemplary quote | |
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1. Healthcare delivery | ||
Behaviour | ||
Personal attention | Q1 | “Do you have a special relation with one of the healthcare professionals? Yes, the departments’ ‘mother’ […] she’s really empathic. When she starts her shift, first she visits me and wants to know how I’m doing. [..] just giving somebody a bit more attention than everybody else. What does that mean to you? That supports me.” - G-01 |
Cooperation | Q2 | “The thing I’m worried about is: how will it enrol from the moment I’ll receive palliative care? [..] How would people be called in if it would happen at night, if suddenly I would become very ill? I’m afraid that everything I’ve arranged, would be for nothing. That would be a disaster. It’s no exception that healthcare professionals talk at cross purposes.” - G-04 |
Involvement | Q3 | “At home, he distorted the truth or exaggerated his disease. I still want to talk with that doctor and know ‘how ill is he?’. I’m being left out by everyone. Would you say the medical staff goes along with him too much? Indeed.” - H-03 |
Values | ||
Being treated as a human being | Q4 | “Well. It’s all zero. I mean. I’m here to die. And they [HCPs] highlight that, which isn’t nice, but well... You can see: even my bed is not made. Those are small things, but they sting.” - G-02 |
Patient centeredness | Q5a | “He [nursing home physician] doesn’t visit me often [..]. He goes his own way. If I want different medication, he is like ‘no’. [..] I can barely reach a compromise. To get something done, you have to manipulate a bit.” - G-05 |
Q5b | “What do you find important in the care you receive? Well, I find it important that they listen to me. And would actually do something useful with that, afterwards. [..] Listen, yesterday my catheter would be cleaned and cared for. Didn’t happen.” - G-03 | |
Openness | Q6 | “I’ve had good experiences here. It is adequate, meaning: straight-to-the-point [..] If you promise something, keep to it.” - G-09 |
Expertise | Q7 | “Listen, methadone is a strong painkiller. The problem is, in the hospital they said ‘can we give that man [patient] morphine? Will it work, because, already, his dose is so high’. I’m like: how would they know, did they try themselves?” - G-04 |
2. EOL preferences | ||
The current | ||
Being left alone | Q8 | “They let me do my own thing, leave me alone, they just let me live. Like it’s supposed to. Let me do my own thing? Yes, just living like I want to. I stick to the rules as they are, but you gotta be able to live the way you want, right?” - G-04 |
(seeking) closure | Q9 | “How do you look back upon life? That’s starting now. Actually I don’t want to talk about it, because I haven’t decided upon the whole picture. I’ve been through a lot and I’ve to find out about it and why things happened.” - G-04 |
Q9b | “I’m feeling connected [with dad] to a certain extent, but I’m not taking it home anymore and I’m not sad about it for days, like I used to. What were you sad about? How things went like they did. [..] To find peace with the choices he made.” - H-02 | |
Dying | ||
Without suffering | Q10 | “The way I’m being sickly now, I find bad enough. If it would get worse... rather not. Are you afraid of something? To suffer from pain and to go downhill. Actually, to become even more dependent on others.” - G-03 |
Acceleration & alleviation | Q11 | “How would you imagine that [euthanasia]? Just euthanasia, injecting and you are gone.” - G-08 |
Place of preference | Q12 | “Did you ever think about where you prefer to die? I enjoy it here. Do you prefer this place? Yes, and I’ve made it known.” - G-06 |
3. Multiple problems | ||
Physical well-being | Q13 | “And she [the physician] said ‘you could maybe prolong life with a year, but that is it’. [..] Actually, that has passed. Probably by rest and pain medication. And the attention. Being in bed, getting food and more frequent [family] visits. For six months now, each visit, we say our goodbyes. Each time you are thinking ‘this could be the last time’. [..] And that’s hard. [..] The not-knowing. Knowing it’s going to be over, but at the same time, not knowing when.” - H-01 and H-02 |
Psychological well-being | Q14 | “Are you surrounded by other people besides your son? No. And how does that make you feel? Empty. And does that occupy your mind much? No. [..] How does that effect you? You become quiet [..] I withdraw [..] I barely eat or don’t eat at all.” - G-08 |
Social well-being | Q15 | “She [daughter] wants to visit me. Her husband comes with her and I can understand that. He can support her. What do you mean by supporting her? Well, that kid didn’t see me for 25 years. [..] She was two when I disappeared off the radar. She has zero memories of me […]. And how does it make you feel to see them [children] after such a long time? A happening. It’s beautiful.” - G-02 |
Existential well-being | Q16 | “And how do you look back upon life? […] When I reflect upon it, do a sum of the good and bad things and take the mean score, I would say ‘pointless’. Useless. If I would’ve had a wife and kids, it would’ve been different. […] I don’t think I made the world a better place […]. Wouldn’t I have been here, nobody would’ve noticed.” - G-03 |
4. Coping | ||
Active | ||
Sources of strength | Q17 | “I don’t have the age to die yet. No. I’m still fighting and living from one date to the next. Recently, I’m married for 25 years. Congrats. Thanks. The day before yesterday, I’m together with my wife for 29 years. That’s how I live on. From date to date.” - G-01 |
Seeking social support | Q18 | “And how do find strength? In myself and other human beings. Not in religion or something like that. [..] Could you tell me more? Well, we [co-residents] communicate with each other. Since we are burdened with one another, we become a kind of unity. It‘s easier to struggle with your problems. [..] What do you mean by unity? We are in the same ship together. That’s a unity. A kind of Titanic. With your co-residents or also with the staff? They too, indeed.” - G-06 |
Avoidance/distraction | Q19 | “I’ve still got those suicidal thoughts sometimes. […] and what does alcohol provide you with? Alcohol gives me peace […]. It tempers, right? Those negative feelings? Yes.” - G-09 |
Fighting | Q20 | “On the one hand I would embrace death, but body and mind think differently. I wanna get rid of the pain, but at the same time I’m fighting to live, while death is lurking.” - G-02 |
Blaming | Q21 | “And a few minutes ago I asked whether your physical state is related to the alcohol and you said ‘yes, of course’. Yes. What do you think of that? It sucks. It is what it is, though.” - G-09 |
Passive | ||
Absorption | Q22 | “And shortness of breath, what does that mean to you? I find it terrible. It’s part of the COPD, though. It sometimes reminds me of the terrible disease I’ve. But well … I’ve to learn how to live with it. It’s confronting? If I understand it right. Yes. How do you cope with that? I can’t ignore it. I’ve to wait till it’s over and keep calm.” - G-03 |
Resignation or acceptance | Q23 | “And how do look back on life? ‘To be or not be’, you know. It’s what it is. I’ve always lived on the other side of the coin or on the edge. [..] I’ve always walked downhill, never uphill. So you should’ve resignation. I’m resigned. [..] I’m not full of self-pity and bitterness.” - G-06 |
Q24 | “I have to lie in bed all the time, smoke a cigarette. That’s all I’ve got. I’m looking forward to the moment the lights go out. I’m fine with that. I’ve been waiting for it for months now.” - G-05 | |
Disinterest | Q25 | “I’ve had so many conversations, but there’s a point when there’s nothing left to say. When I look forward, there is few … [silence]. What do you mean by looking forward? You said ‘there’s not much left to say, when I look forward’? Yeah, boredom. [..] There’s no future.” - G-07 |
5. Closed communication | ||
Expression | Q26 | “And with whom do you talk about your disease? With nobody. With my son. I provide him with all the information I’ve got. [..]. It’s making me sick to tell it a hundred times, to repeat it every time. How so do you find that unpleasant? It’s exhausting.” - G-05 |
Q27 | “And is there something you want to do about it [feeling empty]? What should I do about it? Such bullshit! Well yeah, I’m just being curious. It’s nothing. It doesn’t sound pleasant to me. It isn’t indeed. But you don’t want to talk about it? No.” - G-08 | |
Disease awareness | Q28 | “Do you have a physical disease at this moment? As far as I know, I haven’t. No? No. You are not suffering from something in your lungs, e.g. COPD? Only methadone. You are using methadone, okay, but you don’t have a physical disease? No.” - G-07 |